Words! I just love this word "words". I love to see words next to each other. And what I love more is creating these words: holding an empty white paper and filling it with words, words that carry meanings, meanings that can change people's lives.
As a child, reading was my favorite activity. I dreamt that one day I would write a book that people would enjoy reading and it might even improve their lives. I wanted to imitate those people who helped in shaping my identity.
And I did imitate them.. I started writing when I was in preparatory school, but till today I can say that only two or three pieces of what I wrote are worth reading from my own point of view. Maybe because I started as an imitator that now I cannot create my own ideas?! It didn't seem to matter to me, as long as I write and create, as long as I put my ideas and the ideas of people smarter than me on paper .
But lately, it seems like my mind has gone blank. Every time I open my blog to write about a topic that had been occupying my mind, I don't find any words to express my thoughts; some other times I write a phrase or two then save the post as a draft. This made me really sad, because writing was one of the few hobbies I had.
Today, however, I decided to go back to the old writing methods; I decided to use my real pen, instead of the key-board, to fill an empty paper with words, even if they are meaningless, and it did work.
My dear blog, forgive me, but I love my notebook much more than you...
notebooks are much more private than tha blog.
ReplyDeleteI love my notebook much more than my blog, and Ifeel that it holds each and every detail of my life and feeling.
but at the blog, many things you just have to hide them !!
nice post .. I liked that.
Thank you =)
ReplyDeleteAnd that's why I have another private blog, but it's the same too. I think I just love the feeling of holding a pen and writing, and maybe that's why I hate ebooks too!!